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Remi
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.Life Anew.
« Thread Started on Aug 26, 2006, 6:03pm »

_{You Push Me Down I’ll Stand Back Up}

_{Mixed emotions, confused thoughts. Were all she felt at the moment. Zodiac seemed to be torn away from her at time to time. She did not understand for what? She reached the new land. A land of new dreams. Of new hopes. So many new sites. So many new smells. She never thought she would have so many others look up to her. But this was not her story it was her loved one Zodiac’s. She was nothing in this puzzle. So many bad things had happened since his being gone. But finding him again tore her apart since he was not at her side at the moment. For she had only seen him briefly. And then he was gone. He vanished just as before. Azure occuli searching the land for the sight of him. Her one and only. The holder of her heart.}

_{Pistons hit the soft sod lightly with each step. As she made her was into the peaceful lands. New noises and sights surrounded her. She now had the fear of being alone again in this new world. You see Zodiac was not an acquaintance, he was her addiction. And once she had finally started to quit him she had found him once again causing her to not be able to leave him be. She walked on, scared, alone as she had been before. What had he being doing all this time? Where had he been what had he encountered? All questions she would not trouble him with. He seemed to be as broken as herself. She tried so hard form him, it always came out wrong.}

_{A nicker emerged from her vocals. A sweet lyri ringing out through the land. It was a lonely call. For back in the claiming grounds he had swiftly leapt off bounding away from her. Where was he going now she had to search his lands by her lonesome. She didn’t deserve any of this. Not even the title of Lady. She was never and could never be that important. She was broken, but had seemed to be taped somewhat together what she saw his face again. But now she seemed to be crumbling once again. What was her problem she did not know. She could not be strong. There was no way. She couldn’t. Though she was broken she felt some sense of anger as well. Why she did not know she just had these feelings.}

_{She pondered off into the think brush of the forest. She seemed to be hidden away in the. Dim rays of sunlight shone through, it hid her well in the forest. It soon would be dark, and she did not know where he was. She pawed the sod then fell down upon it. A thud echoed out through the lands. No one ever seemed there to catch her when she fell. No one.}

_{Push Me Down Again, I’ll Fade Away}

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Remi
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Re: .Life Anew.
« Reply #1 on Aug 26, 2006, 6:35pm »

He He Ya can tell I didnt proof read.Sorry.

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Re: .Life Anew.
« Reply #2 on Aug 26, 2006, 11:15pm »

You think you’re a genius
~~You~~ d r i v e me up the wall

The night whispered tones to him of soon to be joyful days. The wolves of the night that were the enemies who sucked the life from his thoughts and dreams were soon to be vanquished. He wanted nothing more to deal with them but how could such a blemish in your heart just mend and disappear for good so quickly? Nothing would make what happened to him go away, depart from the soul that kept his spirit still roaming the lands at night. Remi on the other hand now that he had been re connected with her maybe could but the blanket of aid o’er his raw and broken to bits heart. Remi was his medication everything that held his brawny and fine chiseled stature together. Pillars reached out and longed for the quagmire they could cling to and gain ground by treading along. Zodiac knew he was as low as a mutt could get and he was now imperfect… well not now but always had been and from birth had the condition of maybe setting the world record for misery.

His heart thumped with heavy and dragged down beats it wanted to become lifted high and placed at the utmost level it could be saw at. We all loathed to be unnoticed but even after him looking as drunk and demented as he was from being depraved of Remi and returning in such a shocking and putrid condition she still seemed to find that trace of hope left she had and place it on him before her. He was addicted to Remi but at the same time he knew she was the deadliest thing that had brought him to be like he was today…t o x i c. With a taste of her words and then the look to her amazing silhouette zodiac was a fool drowned in her nature. He hoped being by her side once more would fix the mongrel he valued himself today.

Advancing further he collided along the over dose of brush and plowed his massive board through its content. He was not going to let another thing stand in his way finding the one he cherished and wanted to see from this moment on till he died. Librums curled back and flashed a show of his dentals. He was fierce and agitated but was calm inside he would not relax till he saw the one he was attached to, Remi. Dust was blowing out from under his obsidian soaked talons they threw pebbles and churned faster and faster. Then the moment came when his lungs got too winded and he slowed down.

Startled and then not knowing where he was he glanced o’er his withers wondering is he was Feanaro. Zodiac puffed squall out of his nares and then halted standing still and tall reaching his highest level of altitude. Stain glass windows lingered a languid rout about the domain. He then caught a glimpse of his mistress hidden in the brush. Vocal box jingled a rhyme out to her . He was there and would comfort her once more but he was not going to give all he had to be taken away once more.

“M’lady I am here and ready to be together once more. I don’t want to leave and I don’t want you to again either. Please let us talk this night away with love stories and poem of commitment to each other.”

~~Tell~~ me why should I love
Care for you and ~~others~~ one more t i m e

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Re: .Life Anew.
« Reply #3 on Aug 27, 2006, 11:49am »

_{Bella lay upon the ground pondering about anything except reality. Auds flicking to and fro. She herd the sounds of hoof beats upon the sod. Though it could be anyone. A call was soon herd after the hoof beats stopped. She rose to her feet searching, waiting, and listening. Hopes grew as she saw the noble ivory stag move closer to her. Her fear of the dark had now vanished and she felt whole, she felt free. He was there and so was she, maw reaching out to confront his side. A nicker arose from her vocals, a sweet lyri ringing out towards him. He was so sad, so hurt. He was torn to pieces. And she knew she had done this to him. She had led him to this. It saddened her to see how she was important to one. And one only. Seeing him like this hurt her as well. She could not help him as much as she tried she would most likely make things worse for him. Maw fell from the stag’s side, azure occuli looking up to him. She was so used to him being strong, and having a free will. No he was as cadged as her.}

_{His sweet lyri soon rang out. They were sad and desperate. Hurt, and forgotten. She listened to what he had to say. All so true, but she didn’t know what to say. She would stay as close as he would let her until she died and from then on she would stay locked away n his heart. She would never go. She would not allow herself to be torn away from him.}

_{I will be here to the end of time for you. I will never leave your side until you ask it from me.}

_{Her words were true. She never wanted to leave him, but she did. Zodiac had disappeared, and no one had seen him. She was left alone. But always searching for him. Always. When he had left her she didn’t know what to do to herself. End the pain right then and there. She didn’t know. But now she was here together with him. The pale moonlight seemed to be shining all around except for on them. So they were alone in the dark, as they had been for so long. But now they were alone together.}

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Re: .Life Anew.
« Reply #4 on Aug 28, 2006, 7:54pm »

I’m a malfunctioned contraption
B r e a k i n g down with a ~~desolate~~ heart

Why follow me to higher ground lost as you swear I am? Don’t throw away your basic needs just to find happiness for me. His cerebrum then slinked to the hearth. He was ashamed and not one bit anymore full of himself. Always getting back up on his feet and desperately trying to bring back the happiness he once had failed every time. He screamed and wanted to blow up into flames end it all then and there. Though how could he when he was once more together with one who changed him three years ago? It was tough and I decision he was sure not many had found a way to carry on with. Today it seemed misery was something that just went with his fashion. Lingering here and there bringing that jinxed black cloud where everywhere traveled.

His orbs looked up at the femora that still found faith in him. They looked broke and torn down weary and full of disbelief. They had nothing left in them life was vivid and they seemed to grow gray and colorless. A graveyard seemed to loom in them conquering all luminosity and used to show through. It was a sight to look into them. Inside swirled spirals of fog making the reflection of the old Zodiac crumble away. He grew numb and unable to move. The stability in his stocking would soon give out. He grew elderly and would soon be ready to die off into ash and let his particles float around his old throne. He wanted an answer something to hold onto before he left this precious land though. Why did he not feel the same? Why did he struggle to move on after he had been shot in the heart so many times? Why was he still standing today and letting all he know fly away? Letting something rustle its way out of his mug he let it drag out and be heavy.

“Tell me father why did I turn out to be this way?”

He lifted one nail and placed it down further ahead of him. He still left his cranium placed to the soil as he walked slowly with shame to the mistress. His banter was flipping from side to side trying to swat the flies that kept nagging him. The light was turned off and laid no path ahead of him. He carried on blindly to her side. When reaching her he paused and stood there for several moments letting the land of Earlinde seem to go to sudden stop. He then elevated his skull back up and let it dangle at the same level as hers. Facing his façade toward her he stood frozen and raced thoughts through his mind. Passion was gone…but maybe if he tried to bring back all those blocked out memories he would perk up. Although when he brought back those thoughts one still treaded through his mind to haunt the daylight out of him. Sparkle. Building a wall to resists letting those come in it seemed he always made the cherished moments with Remi Vanish. Where the magic? All the sensation ideas he used to have on his psyche? How did they just poof out of his view and then next thing make him crawl under this torture?

Letting that all be lured out from his maw then looked at Remi. He then let s slim grin out line the tracks of his velvets and show her that maybe he could come back. Letting her see his smile he hoped it would maybe bring a spark of joy into her. He treaded forward and nudged his citadel under her gullet. He placed her cranium upon his curvature and stroked his cheek along the side of her. He still had massive affection for her and he wanted her to hang onto that no matter how zombie like he may be and unable to express what he had she would always be the object in the center of his heart. He dragged his steps backward running his kissers along her cheek and then halting when he meet her velveteen. He stroked her gently looked at her with wonder. Did she still want to be as close as they used to? If so maybe she would not mind finding the wits to answer his question.

“Remi I was wondering if you still feel the love for me as you once did if you would not mind having a foal. I am already old and I know you are too. We will need someone to carry on what made us. I’m not trying to rush things just wish to care and love for youngster along side you.”

I kicked up the leaves
~~Letting~~ the magic f a d e away

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Re: .Life Anew.
« Reply #5 on Aug 29, 2006, 11:35am »

_{Fae stood by the side of the recovering brute. She soaked in his sincere lyri. He was so calm and subdued. Through time he seemed to be mending from what he was when she had first met him here again. Her velvet maw reached out to the stag’s side and she fumbled with his ivory tresses. Soon a certain variation of wording surprised her. He wished to have a foal. A smile appeared upon her maw. As a nicker was sent to assure him she wanted the same.}

_{Dear Zodiac that would be the perfect ending to a saddened story.}

_{She did not know if her words were comforting to him, but as he said they were getting older with each and every day. Soon they would be gone wiped away from this earth, with nothing to carry them on. She felt his joy and excitement; he seemed to brighten up the dark sky above. She moon and stars were no comparison to him. Remi was not what she was when Zodiac had first met her. She was nothing then. A drift in the wind. A hurt and broken fool. But once she began to trust him with her heart she would never take it back from him. He was the true holder of her heart.}

_{She did not know what to say. She was at a loss for words. She was right where she needed to be. Joy and bliss bouncing around through her. Though she managed to stay calm. Dim azure occuli looking up the faithful brute by her side. There seemed to be a magical moment here by there side. She knew she would be dying soon, and to most she did not live life to the fullest, but she had met Zodiac along the way, to make life a little easier for her.}

_{She stood next to his side, pelts touching. Noises of the night scared her no more with him by her said. Tears still fell in her heart. And pain still filled her. But she seemed to be mending along with him. Just standing by his side. Fixed the saddest of memories. All the nights alone without him by her side. Traveling alone. Searching for him. She many times to wished to give up. She many times she had fallen and failed him. But the difference was they were here together. Forever. Till the were solemnly taken from this world and moving on to do many more things.}

_{((Ohh man soooooo sorry this is so short...But Remi had no clue what to write...You can smack me.))}

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Re: .Life Anew.
« Reply #6 on Aug 30, 2006, 9:19pm »

You were the one I couldn’t f i n d
Hidden away in the depths of my ~~mind~~

He now wished with sincere love and dedication that he could erase the past. But not he found it all collapsed in his lap a token that was never to be forgotten and now would end with a new story. Hopeful a novel great enough to override the one they had already made together. He never knew why he ever would let Remi disintegrate from his clasp. Perhaps she had always been too good to be true or on the other hand was too much in the real love department that his poisoned mind was unable to handle it. He had never been able to take the true meaning of love in. It was always foreign to him and now seemed to make him look lousier then ever. Looking through his old and rusted pages he learned from them and even though it was hard…maybe something that made him cringe to the meaning of having to remake all he was he would open up and try to renew his mistakes to swipe them away from Remi.

His velvets inches closer to her auds rustling her copper brushed tresses with his maw. Breathing a warm breeze along her neck he felt faint and was stunned by the moment they were having. He was pleased and felt whole again to be this passionate once again. Remi always sucked the full Zodiac from even the deepest, gloomiest cavern. He was her medication and same lines went along for him. Only she was more, a type of addiction that could not yet be put into words yet. Placing his cranium along side her as close as they could touch a raspy tune fled from his jaw again. Persisting on trying to make up all he had done to her but he knew nothing would mend something as cruel and taunting as what happened to them both. But maybe like a wound that cut so deep the outer walls would sooth the inner pain then at least hide its contrast. He slung this lyric around her lampistras making her savor each term.

“I’m sorry for all I did before. I just was unsure of myself and for that it spread without me caring and hurt not only me but also someone I hold dear. You.”

He subtracted his skull from her side and took a few paces back. He looked at her as if to say well are we going to wait or shall we get on with it tonight? He did not want to rush but he was in the mood and wanted to know if she eagerly felt the same sensation. He whickered a soft and soothing melody. He scuffed the hearth with a ebon tainted titanium. Snaking his curvature out then wedging his cranium but under her gullet he let his eyelids droop. The azure was full of fresh squall and imported tangs. Aromas he could not indicate. He just shrugged them off and focused deeply into Remi’s needs and wants. He wanted to make her live the rest of her life complete from this moment on and to prove that hr wanted to have this gift with her. A foal. Although he did not know what would be in store. He was sure and satisfied with his feeling tonight and wanted to carry on with them. Little did he know before he would have a mare in his life that would mean so much more to him then words could explain. He was always told words had a meaning for everything but perhaps he had just proven that wrong.

“To the breeding ground shall we depart to m’love? Or do you wish to wait longer?”

I over thought so I locked up my h e a r t
Now its just all ~~collapsed~~ in my lap

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Re: .Life Anew.
« Reply #7 on Aug 31, 2006, 11:40am »

_{Bella looked to the anxious stag. He was so excited to add this chapter to his life. So of course she would agree. For him. She knew what was a head of her. An amazing journey, but also a tuff one. Bella was of course ready for this, being of 7 turns. Most likely to fade away soon to never return. But this would be the last step in her life. The last tough thing she would have to do and encounter. Auds flickered to the stags lyri. Azure occuli glanced up to the brute, soon her own soft lyri catching up to his.}

_{There is never a need to be sorry. Things happen for a reason. You being gone hurt everyone deeply. But through it all I felt it my fault. I can’t hide what I feel inside and just stop loving you, even if I wanted to. But here we are together, till the very end.}

_{A smile appeared on her maw, as she picked up a steady four beat gait. Pistons carrying the Bella faster and faster. She had missed the feeling of freedom that she held with Zodiac. Pate was tossed into the air. As a small whinny echoed back to Zodiac’s auds. Soon pistons slid her to a stop as she stood waiting for Zodiac. She would always be ready for whatever he wanted.}

_{She nudged him softly as he appeared by her side. A nicker sent to him. Azure occuli showing a sense of happiness in them. Something no one had ever seen. She moved on to a walk, making way slowly. To where the end would begin. To where she would meet her demise. But she moved on Zodiac by her side as they traveled their last rode, together.}

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Re: .Life Anew.
« Reply #8 on Aug 31, 2006, 11:40am »

((Remi is losing it..lol))

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